how quickly this week ended. i feel damn strange now. so much had happened this break. but i can’t remember much now. a different kind of mixed feeling. something i’d never felt before.

i should be happy to be back to school (p1 sounds so cool). but now the word ‘school’ just doesn’t sound as appealing anymore. all i could think of was sleepless nights and busy weekends. and that i will find myself digressing ever so often whilst in the midst of meeting deadlines. i just can’t imagine a p1 + public speaking in the first four weeks. just think about what we’ve been through the last block. but then again i’d never know unless i’ve been through it..

having trouble falling asleep these few days.

peculiar how i remember when 3 years ago Candice came to talk to us about strategies and how one’s life can change if you believe. some parts i can’t remember. she gave out papers and crayons, and made us draw what we saw. it was supposed to be a self-related. how much i cried that day. so much it can fill a pool. my mind was blank. no matter how much i tried to see it. i should have seen something that day.

/ ‘Prettiest Friend’ is still beautiful as ever.

and the first thing i should do now is believe. (???) just stop thinking for a moment..

Good friends, good music, good food, good conversation, and good laughs. A simplicity that this world seems to lack.

something new and weird. 

people keep adding me in facebook but i don't see what's so interesting, at least not for now. and and and my phone's irritating me again, restarting itself at random times.. seriously need to do something about it, but definitely not service for the 5th time.

sometimes i look back at them and i see how much they have not changed.